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I still can't wrap my mind around the episode.
So this entry will not have bullet points at all.
It's gonna be random mutterings while I'm in a cab to school.

"I don't know"
I can't get over the way he says that. And he has that look on his face like everythings messed up in his head but yet it's all clear now, that everything he's ever done to Cuddy, with Cuddy makes sense.
And she sees it too, feels it too and tries to move away from him slightly.

He moves forward and knows what he wants now. It's like solving the puzzle. He even has the same face. Wilson described House's 'eureka' moment perfectly - "and now you're going to leave and not say a word". He did just that, solved the puzzle but this time realises that it's not as simple to 'cure'. That's why he says good night and leaves.
Idk if i'm even verbalizing that right but you get what I mean right. There's a parallel and I love that.

Cuddy's his puzzle not in the literal sense but she interests him the way a puzzle does. He's probably gonna deny it to hell and back so I'm going to be prepared for a whole season of denial. And as much frustration as that will cause me I can't wait.

Gah! That moment pre-kiss was all I needed to see really. Everythg else after that was just decoration.

The episode to a certain extent is predictable. But this is what happens when you're a spoiler whore. I expected the birth mother to back out, for the baby to survive but Cuddy still won't be a mother.

However, I did not expect the emotion on her face and then how she slumps over as she stands there and cries. That was just beautiful, how she stands there, dressed immaculately in her midnight blue jacket and skirt and her high heels, she's perfect, not a loser at all. But yet she is because she has everythg but at the same time nothing.

Gaaaah! Lisa drags my heart across the floor and I still want more. I'm seriously too blown over by all the emotions that I can't flail.

Wow all that mindfucking is doing me in and I'm already in class. I must really thank my group mates for understanding how much House means to me and understanding that I won't come to school early because I have to stay home to download and watch House. I love you guys, Eliana and Nuurul, for making my House Day happen!

And in summary, that ep = FUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!

Date: 2008-10-29 08:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wanderlonely.livejournal.com
My heart totally breaks when I see Cuddy's holding Joy's hand and cried, Oh God, that's totally a heartbreaking moment, I so want to steal a baby and give her. ::bears hugs Cuddy::

And when she said "you son of bitch" to House? Those were the words I want to say to TPTB.

Date: 2008-10-29 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
YES OMG! AND SHE BENDS OVER THE BABY!
It reminded me of what House said about Cuddy going to the kids ward and tearing. But this time the tears HURT and MEAN SO MUCH MORE!

I would give her my baby to make her happy, really.

It was the anger in her voice. That just got to me. Took me aback for a moment because just before that he made her smile. They shared a quiet, personal smile. :D:D:D
AND YES OMG TPTB PETOOOEY!

Date: 2008-10-29 03:24 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] asus2004.livejournal.com
Yeah it was kind of predictable. But the emotions, oh my god they blew me away. Especially Lisas acting and her facial expressions. OMFG. I expected the baby to suvive (since we had the holding hands promo) and the birth mother to back out. But still it was the most amazing, emotionall and surprisng episode for me! ♥

"I don't know"

Oh my there was sooo much in that sentence!
I need to watch it again and again, because it was simply beautiful and in that scene we really saw his heart and soul!

Date: 2008-10-29 03:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
hey you! nice to see someone new on the journal. i don't usually public my entries but haha thought I'd share this one :D

YES IT WAS THE EMOTIONS THAT GOT ME! The way the emotions played out in waves and waves, up and down.
Lisa has the best expressions. They're so slight but it makes a world of a difference.

I am going to watch that again in a bit too. TRYING to start my essay but I'm tooooo sleepy.

Date: 2008-10-29 03:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bluebonnets.livejournal.com
I didn't expect the birth mom to back out. I thought the baby would die.

Date: 2008-10-29 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
I expected the baby to live just because I was reminded that Lisa E. said that Cuddy would suffer and suffer some more. In my mind, it's worse to not get the baby because the birth mother backed out rather than because the baby didn't survive.
Haha I'm weird.

Date: 2008-10-29 05:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] firenze083.livejournal.com
That was just beautiful, how she stands there, dressed immaculately in her midnight blue jacket and skirt and her high heels, she's perfect

Word. And then even with all that, the way she tried so desperately to convince her that it was just hormones? Broke my heart.

Date: 2008-10-29 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
Yes! You could hear the desperation in her voice and how she clung on to any straw that she could grab.
I just wanted to hug her so much at that point.

And hee Cuddy needs to wear more blue :D

Date: 2008-10-29 05:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] offtheplane.livejournal.com
"I don't know"
I can't get over the way he says that. And he has that look on his face like everythings messed up in his head but yet it's all clear now, that everything he's ever done to Cuddy, with Cuddy makes sense.
And she sees it too, feels it too and tries to move away from him slightly.


I think you JUST summed up what I love about that moment. I couldn't put my finger on it before, but yes - there was just that look on his face, like SOMETHING clicked. It was so lovely.

And LISA. OMG LISA WIPED THE FLOOR WITH MY SOUL.

That was just beautiful, how she stands there, dressed immaculately in her midnight blue jacket and skirt and her high heels, she's perfect, not a loser at all. But yet she is because she has everythg but at the same time nothing. I thought that was gorgeous, too. Dressed to the nines and her life, at the moment, has just been wrecked. Poor Cuddy.

Date: 2008-10-29 07:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
heee!!! JACK AND KAREN!!! YOU KNOW HOW TO GRAB MY ATTENTION BB!

Anyway, back to our regular scheduled House analysis. Hee.

Hugh does the best looks. He really owns his character and gets better and better and BETTER!
The whole show is just beautiful and I can't express how much I love it. How much it makes me want to cry at times thinking about the love I have for this show.

I am PROUD to be a fan!

YES OMG SHE JUST GRABS US AND LEAVES NOTHING BEHIND.
But then she rejuvenates us with her beauty :D

Ah parallels :D I really hope she does try to get a baby though and not give up. I don't want her to give up. That is soooooo unlike her. She didn't get to where she was by giving up, know what i mean?

Date: 2008-10-29 08:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] offtheplane.livejournal.com
HAHAHAHA. THAT IS HOW I SNAG MY PREY. JACK AND KAREN PRETTIES. ♥

Hugh really does own his character. For that matter, Lisa owns her character. Any character that becomes TRULY magnetic (Karen Walker, Olivia Benson on SVU, Lisa Cuddy, etc. just to name a few) become that way because of how well the actor connects with the character. I find that so fascinating about the acting profession. I wish I had that kind of talent.

I really hope she does try to get a baby though and not give up. I don't want her to give up. That is soooooo unlike her. She didn't get to where she was by giving up, know what i mean? I so get what you mean. And when he was doing the whole "So you're just gonna give up? Just like you gave up on IVF?" speech, I TOTALLY thought he was going to pull out something from years ago she gave up on that the audience wouldn't have known about. Because I think sometimes some of the non-Huddy fans forget that they have this epic past that spans a good decade or two.

Date: 2008-10-29 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emotikka.livejournal.com
I cried when the mother said that she wanted to keep the baby. MY HEART JUST SNAPPED IN TWO. YEAH, I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT IT STILL HURT :(

AFKSFJSJFKSFJKSLFJKSFJSKFJSFKJS

Date: 2008-11-01 04:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
AWW BABY! MY HEART SNAPPED INTO TWO AND THEN GOT PUMMELED ON!
I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. SHE WAS DEFINITELY NOT GONNA GET THE BABY BUT LISA JUST BRING SOOOOOOOO MUCH TO HER CHARACTER! IT'S UNBELIEVABLE!

Date: 2008-10-30 05:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worry-punk-rock.livejournal.com
how great tht u are blogging during migrane's class. haha. 'MIGRANE'! i still cant stop laughing for tht one.

'cant wait' to create nicknames for my tutors and lect. :S

Date: 2008-11-01 04:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
Haha at first I wondered how the hell do you know that I was in migraine's class. Then I realised DUH I wrote it in my location.

And ooh you can start with KK Seet. Is that how you even spell his motherfucking name?

And yeah this is the icon that I made. Pretty, yes?

Date: 2008-11-01 04:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worry-punk-rock.livejournal.com
the icon is fucking nice.

their kiss was great. RAW.

haha.

n yes u spelled his name correctly.

Date: 2008-11-01 04:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
hahah THANK YOU. because i am OSSOM. :P

AND FUCK IT WAS SO INCREDIBLE! I DON'T THINK I CAN WATCH IT AGAIN WITHOUT PEEING IN MY PANTS! HAHA!

Ooh I am girl genius!

So much for sleeping early. GO SLEEP BACIN! And did someone get an email notifier? That was some fast replying.

Date: 2008-11-01 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worry-punk-rock.livejournal.com
yep i got it. stop replying here.

comment on my blog oso. hehehe.

yeh i wanted to say tht the kiss was turn-on-ing but i tot it wld be inapprop. to say here but wht the hell...

Date: 2008-11-01 04:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
Yeah I know you're just a room away but pretty fun to reply here.
Which email notifier are you using? Did you make a new email address or something?

And yeah in a bit. I have too many things to say with regards to your blog.

Haha this is a House/Cuddy safe (yet dangerous ;)) zone. You can say whatever the fuck you want about it. IT IS A FUCKING TURN ON! HEE!
I wouldn't expect anything less from those two!

Date: 2008-11-01 04:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worry-punk-rock.livejournal.com
i use hotmail. damn.

look at my icon here! kiss-kiss too. :)

u have lots to say bout my blog? nice thngs i hope. haha.

Date: 2008-11-01 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alex-kingston.livejournal.com
hahah move to gmail! at least move there for your personal stuff, like LJ and other notification stuffs. just cos gmail is so much more functional and the fucking script doesnt fuck up every ten seconds that you can't click on anything. grr. hotmail sucks to the core!

haha PRETTY! his wife is so gorgeous :D

hmm... DUH NICE THINGS! WHO'S YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN?